adele's second album, i think, 21 is in my itunes now! :D

hoyeaaahh.

im not sure weather the blogger arah siring atu exist masih. HAHA -.- but im pretty much sure leemen is still active ;)

FRESHING EVERTHINGS UP

HOLA!! :D

how's everyone is doing? i dont think there is anymore visitors here so im gonna make this super quick.

its been year i havent check in here and there's a lot of things that are changing..

first of all.. im now officially SINGLE. haha i know.. sad. but its life. people come and go. sweet moments with her are over... tho we're still in contact. lol. i dont know weather thats normal for you guys or not, but we're cool with it. we talk. we're good friends now :)

so.. my life so far has changed. a lot. people might have seen me bad during my college life. well, that was last year. i've learnt a lot this year. i started working as a marketing executive at megavision event management in madang and from there i could see how life is all about. i met a lot of people, from malaysia, thailand, indonesia, brunei and even syria. tho there's some restriction here, event management is awesome! :D and 3 months later i quit and got another job at baiduri bank as a relief teller for just a month. from here, i learnt a lot too. and from here i learnt that education and qualification is VERY important nowadays. working life is much differ from school. people doesnt care who we are especially when we are labelled as 'urang bawahan'. but so far, i had fun working in baiduri. 2 weeks in kiarong and 2 weeks at beribi.

and now, im a college boy! :D and i took my dream course.. business management. all praises to Allah. alhamdulilah :) so far college life has been the best! i made a lot of friends. juniors, seniors.. insya Allah i'll do my very best this time and will not waste another years like in sixth form. HAHA.

IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
SITI SYAKINA FARAH!

you made me have the mixed feeling when youre around.
the feeling that i cant explain.
all i can do is to smile and enjoy every limited second i have with you.
i wish that we have all the time to spent together with no one holding us back.
i want this feeling to last forever, just as much as you do.
i know just how much you love me.
youre just the perfect girl im looking for, baby.


STAY WITH ME, SAYANG.
BE WHAT I NEED.
I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILDREN.
I WANT TO SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE WITH YOU,
THROUGH HOT AND COLD.
YOURE MY FUTURE, LOVE.
YOU GO, YOURE TAKING MY FUTURE AWAY.

i love you so so very very banar banar much
SITI SYAKINA FARAH.
i never get tired to say this.

mouth watering. rawr, sayang.
HAHA! <3

untuk renungan bersama.

Seorang ahli ibadah bernama Isam Bin Yusuf, sangat warak dan khusyuksolatnya. Namun, dia selalu khuatir kalau-kalau ibadahnya kurang khusyuk dan selalu bertanya kepada orang yang dianggapnya lebih ibadahnya, demi untuk memperbaiki dirinya yang selalu dirasainya kurang khusyuk.

Pada suatu hari, Isam menghadiri majlis seorang abid bernama Hatim Al-Assam dan bertanya, "Wahai Aba Abdurrahman, bagaimanakah caranya tuan solat?"

Hatim berkata, "Apabila masuk waktu solat, aku berwudhu' zahir dan batin."

Isam bertanya, "Bagaimana wudhu' zahir dan batin itu?"

Hatim berkata, "Wudhu' zahir sebagaimana biasa iaitu membasuh semua anggota wudhu' dengan air". Sementara wudhu' batin ialah membasuh anggota dengan tujuh perkara :-* Bertaubat* Menyesali dosa yang telah dilakukan* Tidak tergila-gilakan dunia* Tidak mencari/mengharap pujian orang (riya')* Tinggalkan sifat berbangga* Tinggalkan sifat khianat dan menipu* Meninggalkan sifat dengki.

Seterusnya Hatim berkata, "Kemudian aku pergi ke masjid, aku kemaskan semua anggotaku dan menghadap kiblat.

Aku berdiri dengan penuh kewaspadaan dan aku rasakan:1.aku sedang berhadapan dengan Allah,2.Syurga di sebelah kananku,3.Neraka di sebelah kiriku,4.Malaikat Maut berada di belakangku, dan5.aku bayangkan pula aku seolah-olah berdiri di atas titian 'Siratal mustaqim' dan menganggap bahawa solatku kali ini adalah solat terakhir bagiku, kemudian aku berniat dan bertakbir dengan baik.""Setiap bacaan dan doa didalam solat, aku faham maknanya kemudian akurukuk dan sujud dengan tawadhuk, aku bertasyahud dengan penuhpengharapan dan aku memberi salam dengan ikhlas. Beginilah aku bersolatselama 30 tahun."

Apabila Isam mendengar, menangislah dia kerana membayangkan ibadahnyayang kurang baik bila dibandingkan dengan Hatim.

this is so us, farah :)

i love us this way.
we need to communicate between us so tani okay okay je.
fight means nothing but (y)
it makes us understand each other more despite being hurt
im trying real hard so we'll make it through everything
we need to stay together, love
hehe.
till death do us apart.
;D
and i need your help juaa ;p
hope we will stay cemanii ;)
hehe
i love youu, parah ;p

oh my. its september already??

gila jua. its SEPTEMBER for god sake!
haha okay, first of all.
i'd like to say HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY to siti syakina @ farah and md khairul falah.
hee long live the couple ;p

and secondly,
RAYA IS COMING SOON!!!
its like how many days to come?
3? who cares? its coming anyhow ;p

thirdly,
i finally owned a new car! ;D
its not my choice though, but i dont care!
hehe driving tah ku ni time raya.
its mazda 2 :(
hahaha.

second last,
i failed my geo.
fuck you! haha ;p
8/50 for both paper.

and last but not least,
I LOVE YOU, FARAH.

bye :)

surprise!! :(

mock is coming real soooooooooonnnn
and its like in not more than 24hours! O.O
tomorrow will be my first paper!!
geo p2 and p3.
oh my.
just revise natural hazard :s
on earthquake and volcano.
coastal, tourism and environmental degradation lagi balum.

hope love doesnt read this sometimes this week.
or i'll be dead!
nyahaha :p

i miss you, farah

happy birthday, love :)

remember that i tried to make us 'happening' again?
i did something that's surely a success ;)
i made her a surprised birthday party.
unfortunately i invited a couple of friends.
julia and fakhrul.
i went well :)
though something unexpected had happened.
bari malu. haha but we surely had a good laugh at it :D

anyhow, happy belated birthday
siti syakina @ farah :)

bye

she's still as stubborn as before.

its been a long week for me.
since the incident occur.
cant help it but to get mad at her. im so sorry, <3
you're still my everything :)
you know that.
please don't keep your secret away from me, okay?
you stubborn lil girl :p
i love you.

we still are suffering from those 'tragedy'
and im trying to make us cool semula. but payah jua :p
masih ada 'dull' atu.
atleast i tried.
it shows i love her ;)

bye.