speeches.

after months menunggu result, akhirnya keluar ia pada hari kemarin.

aku dapat 5os saja. alhamdulilah. tahniah mohd khairul falah. berbangga lah dengan markah c.science kamu kerana mendapat grade B3. dan bersyukurlah kepada tuhan kerana tidak ada satu subjek pun yang gagal. haha.

special thankyou to my parents, family, cousins, friends who have been supporting me the whole time. aand not to forget, my dear beloved dayang siti najla fathiah yang memberi semangat to study everynight. haha but actualy, i was sleeping time atu. hehe sorry. i love youu.

st georgians, datang kesekulah esuk, sabtu ah. menyaya urang sekulah kitani. and mengacau cikgu2 mengajar. kami \m/ who cares! haha. and to those who couldnt make it, dont quit. study hard lagi. sekali gagal doesnt mean gagal selamanya. ingat tu.

congrates to all friends, cousins.

dying to post.

there is this iklan di tv brunei kinda funny laa. its about driving licence. bro lutfi and i wanted to post the poem atuu, tapikan lupa saja ah. haha. it goes like,

kalau hendak pergi ke ulu,
singgah dulu ke kampung masin.
kalau mau jadi pemandu,
dapat kan daulu dribing lisen.

hahahaha apakan. bah adang.

update.

25th january. happy 15th birthday dear siti najla fathiah! another 10more years kitani kawin ni. apakan. semanggat. semoga panjang umur and murah rezki *dapat belanja ;p* andand inda lagi kuat nyamal. hehe. tua sudah tu ;D
aaand happy happy 8th monthsary!
nada celebration. dia ke miri. its okay. asal you enjoy sana ;D

yesterday around 3 bro lutfi and me went to gong xi fa chai at tanjung nangka. we were working pulang. at 7 ada dragon dance. gilaaa. rugeed. hahaa. aand fireworks. badil papan.

then habis semua atu diorang makan. they were like setahun inda pernah makan wah. haha kidding. i have to refill the food balik2. while bro lutfi menuang makanan saja. BUYUK! haha.

then angkat balik segala periuk, warmer, belanga, kudut aand semua lahh. gila, barat broo. badan ani lagi macam tiang kem! 8 warmers and stands nya ku angkat sekali gus. *show off la tarus tu ;p* hahaha. came home pukul 11.30 pasal perahu jua tu. nada wah di arik ah. haha. for a record, last night pukul 11.45 ku mandi. macam sajuk wah tu! begagar utak kesajukan. haha

pagi tadi 'bah rul! 9.30 sudah.' 'baah, mandi tah dulu. zzz~ *sambung tidur*' hahah. then mandi angkat nasi 4plastic is equal to 40 container nasi ayam ke sekolah semaun. like always, the 'girls' duduk diluar liat2 kami. but today, makin ramai wah geng nya. dalam hati 'awu, mun tegugur or inda teangkat apa kena ketawakan ni. banar. nada cali!' hahaha.

aaaand now im lying down atas katil, posting, tired and missing si love badly. it'll be a very long week for me as she's busy with school stuff and me, being like urang single. haha. to chinese friends and cousins *chinese cousins? ada kah?*, happy new year! gong xi fa chai. angpau woi!

bah panjang ni post ah. sampai tah bulan dapan nada beupdate ni.




aku cinta, aku sayang najla.

dua puluh lima january.

najla dii sinii. happy 8th monthsary baby. anddd.

*druuuumroooolls.

happy birthday to me ;D. baah. atu kali saja baby a. blaank ;p
-love my baby.

dua puluh lima january.

najla dii sinii. happy 8th monthsary baby. anddd.

*druuuumroooolls.

happy birthday to me ;D. baah. atu kali saja baby a. blaank ;p
-love my baby.

confession. broken hearted.

reading at your past messages,
flipping every pictures of you,
remembering what were you like in the past 5, 6 months making tears fall all nightlong.
you were like an angel before.
you laughed at every sing joke i made,
you care so much when i was just having a light heading
and you were always here for me.
every smile you made makes me the happiest man on earth.
every touch you made makes me feel weaker and weaker.
it was all in the past, a very happy moment for us.
we've made tonnes of promises to comprehen us.
but now, it seems so dark.
i cant remember when was the last time i smiled for you, gave you some silly jokes.
its so sad when flashing our past time back.
everything i said seem so wrong to you.
what have i done to deserved all this shit?!
i was the only one who gave up in every fight we made, though it wasnt my fault.
now please tell me WHY??

i thankgod that now you just realised that you didnt appreciate how much i love you,
that i have sacrafice almost everything for you,
and that you werent here when i need youu.
but what you dont realise is i was waiting for hours hoping to spent the valueable time together.
i really miss the old time.
i've try everything to make you happy.
but once it works, sadness strikes AGAIN!
why are you acting weird this lately? is it me who's being a dick? if it is, then tell me!
i seriously cant stand fighting almost every night. please im begging, end this. leaving you isnt a good solution. there's so much that we've been through, though we cant hardly meet. please, think about this. we could discuss if you could stop shooing me away.

i still love you

acl and gonzales day out.

woke up and hari hujan. alaaa malas ku mandi eh. sajuk wah ni. haha. then bro lutfi reminded me kami ada hangout karang, so tepaksa tah mandi jua. kalau bulih tah bejacket mandi ah, inda jua sajuk. wtf? haha. bah sudah tah.

came to gadong and went straight to jt for a quick lunch. super quick one, sampai minum pun inda sampat. haha. then went to chill meng clear lehir bakas makan lamak ayam. haha apakan. kami semua met sana and bepacah. kami jalan jalan and tarus kena belanja chocolates uleh kaka. theen ke ahan thai jumpa dia orang. makan the chocolates dapan diorang, but nada yang seliur ah. alaaa. haha mission failed! =[ oh ku dangar before we came dalam restaurant atu, it was quiet. tapi lapas kami masuk, it was like pasar. banar kah? haha acl wah tu.

theen went back to mall jalan jalan. di archade, si adeeq kalah lumba kerita. haha apa ney, ramai saja cheerleader mu tu. later, me and bro lutfi lagi belumba. 350z vs lancer evo. aku evo tu. haha the winner goes to, jengjengjengg. khairul falah! wohoo! i'd like to say thanks to my mum, my dad and my family who is supporting me, my girl yang stay dirumah and tidur saja haha and nafees yang jadi race guider ku. haha apakan.

pukul kan malam, went back. ikut uncle. we were like melayan saja uncle ah. nada cali wah tu. haha. then mandi makan chat and tiduur. tertinggal si bro lutfi yang minta denganikan bejaga. hahaa.

aku sayang si najla fathiah.

today outing.

it was super fun, although i came very late. pukul 2.51pm kali. sorry guys. kami jalan2 andthen makan ideal. the members yang came were muiz, awie, nafees, haji faiz, tar *spellcheck. sorry. haha* zurah and her cousin *kali* bro lutfi and me. haha sorry, aku lambat kan kenal urang ani. but cepat lupa urang jua. aduii.

REMINDER TO GONZALES-IANS, PLEASE PAY THE UNIFORM ATU PANUH2! BE LIKE ME, BAYAR BULAT2 $30. HABIS HUTANG! hahaha.

and to acl, prepare $30 - $1 = $50 untuk jersey kamu. haha. kalau buleh by 24th january, pasalnya 23rd january nada exist dalam calendar tu. haha.

i love poems.

i bet you guys didnt know i lovee poems, kan? haha its true. i started loving it late last year. love poems attract me alot. here's one among the best i read this morning. this goes especialy to my love. hee ;D and to friends.

sweet love of mine.

i know it hasnt been long since i last saw you,
but to me it feels as long as eight hundred years.
i miss you to the point i am losing all sanity,
there has to be an end to all this calamity.

i think of you every second and every breath,
for you i would stare even into the face death.
to kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,
and it brings forth feelings from the heavens above.

to look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,
so beautiful with the stars and the heaven inside.
to see your smile is to see the divine.
this poem is for you, sweet love of mine.

sgs futsal tournament.

i scored 3 important goals. haha. we were through the final losing 2-1 after their quick come back. we were disturbed tadi, thats why. haha.

thanks to the supporters and acl who came and play tadi. congrats to the goalscorer jua. bah sudah tah. ngaleh. overall it was fantastic!

TO ACL!

our first tournament organised by the st georgians will be held on wednesday, 14th january 2008. at haruns gym around 1.15pm. be sure be there before 1.30 as the tournament start at that time. prepare your money, drinks and soccer equipments. haha duuhh.

cheerlearders are also needed. please come and support us as we're new, we're fresh. haha apakan.

muiz, nafees and maybe bro lutfi. buleh kamu ke sekulah on that day? pagi sama urang sekulah jua ah. haha. text me if online. urgent! kreditku limited, iatah inda dapat meseg kamu. sorry.

ACL, PLEASE BE INFORMED AND BE IN A GOOD SHAPE ON THAT DAY! sekali lagi. tournament on wednesday, 1pm at haruns gym $3. thankyou.

need someone to talk to.

im currently stuck in the world of boredom and fucked up pasal some reasons. i need someone to talk with. aduii. usually si love ada, but now nada sudah. its okay. sekulah jua punya pasal kan.

to bro(s) and sis(s), sorry i couldnt make it today. i fall asleep and missed my transport tadi. talur eh.

alright, im leaving. i wont share the 'problem' here. its too public. text saja ah. hee.

acl vs smb.

well done to the acl for wining the first match yesterday 16-10. it was a great, tiring and hot match. haha pukul 2 wah tu. we were infront from the start. first goal was scored by ajik.

i brke my long time jinx yesterday by score 2 fantastic goals. haha. the first one was assisted by nafees. it was a lucky goal, to be honest. aand the second one was unbelieveable! nayeef pun banggang meliat. haha. kambang ku sikit ni ah. ohh, on the first half. i think i broke my cheek. nada lagi tabab ni *sejak bila?* haha. i was heading the ball away. without my notice, ada tia kepala atu juir2 dapan muka. betemulah pipi ku dengan jambulnya. wawawaa. bah sudahtah. makin lame. haha.

we will be playing our first tournament organised by st george at harun's gym. maybe we'll make two teams named acl a and acl b. haha lawa bro? it just came in. if lawa, i'll be in acl a with ajik, muiz, nafees and yang lain biar manager decides. haha. the tournament's kick off is yet to be confirm, i received lots of text and 'rumours'. ada yang cakap on wednesday, ada lagi on thursday and ada jua saturday. what the fuck? make up your mind, ST GEORGIANS! haha. i've warned faiz kurus *cousin si nafees* pulang sudah supaya jangan last minutes, so aku gtau kamu lah ah as soon as possible. be sure kamu ready. fees for a team is $25, just bring $5 each. labih nya tani balikan minuman. hahaa. you must be wondering whats the prize for the winner, right? unfortunately, there's no prizes to be won. we wont get our money back too, so we'll just have fun and try our best to win. we have dignity to protect! hahaa apakan.

later patang, i'll be heading to mall gadong AGAIN! with acl, trious and gonzales liat wayang bedtime stories. starting adam sandler. haha siuk ni eh. im one of his 'smallest' fan pulang saja. haha. then maybe i'll be sleeping over bro lutfi's house karang, maybe tu bro. bapa macam inda melapaskan ah. shit jua tu, boring wah sama amah saja dirumah ani. hahaa.

m o r n i n g. i love youu.

holiday sucks!

i really mean it. baru about 3months holiday, half gila tia ku sudah dirumah. haha. muiz planned something pulang today. but i couldnt managed to come. sorry bro. akhir ku bangun ah. bowling saja nanti *iski* haha. ramai2 tani. kalah kan tia acl bowling champ ani. hahaa.

to bro lutfi, maybe herul tidur sana after match esuk tu. or hari isnin. sorry a pasal inda tantu ani. kan liat manu lawan chelsea bro. haha. hope it'll be a draw! tonight is liverpool's away match dengan stoke. buleh manang ni ah. haha. btw bro, bila mengail? kalau inda herul membawa kail ni.

aclians, termasuk gonzales and trious jua tu ah, are to come esuk. if rasanya supportive and tahan panas. hahaha. i'll be playing tu, wearing my new adidas boots. hope i'd score atleast 1goal. haha. its been awhile i didnt score. so did muiz. but ia score kemarin eh. haha. setaie.

after the match, muiz invited semua yang datang to his house tu. kan muiz? hahaa. idk.

and 1 lagi. bila tani hang out lagi bro(s)? boring ku dirumah ni. siapa saja yang baca ni, if kan jalan bawa ah. haha desprate banar. boring wah. bini? ia start sekulah sudah and rehearsal untuk national day ah. iatah free ni ;D

to st georgians and semua lah. since i was voted to be the wonders team's captain, im handing the armband to siapa saja. cause IM NOT AMONG THE WONDERS ANYMORE. but we're still friends pulang. one reason why i left is because, acl wants me to join dorang. siapa jua inda mau kan? since wonders are now pacah sudah. seorang2 usin pacah! haha not all pulang. no offence.


currently im addicted to lagu si aizat hanya kau yang mampu. lurus kah? haha. jangan lupakanku (?) and tapi bukan aku. if tomorow never comes jua, but atu lagu english and im not into english songs masa ani. dont ask why, i just dont =]

oh my. i lost my weight again! what a shame. it was 50kilos before and now, its 46!! shaayyteee.

happy belated birthday bro wafiy!

yesterday was fun. hari paling siuk this year. haha whaaat? acls were out to celebrate wafiy's birthday. or only one transporter, recently. haha. attendance, 7 peoples. later on 8 pasal haji faiz came on the afternoon saja. wafiy, asrol, ampuan, nafees, bro lutfi, muiz and me.

pagi went to pantai hutan reakrasi *spellcheck* berakas. took us 1+hr to marakkan arang. haha lupa bah starter ah. our chef that time, the birthday boy. haha ia mau. so kami tau makan saja and have fun. muiz and nafees kambang ah, buka baju dorang! haha. the stupidest thing yang kena buat time atu was done by muiz. haha. time ia makan sausage, he pointed sausage nya arah tampat bbq ah. wtf? panas pun inda tu bro. haha. dalam 1.30 kali kami balik to asrol's house. then ampuan's. di sana for half and hour tukar baju, mandi and rehat.

lapas tu seri kiulap mall raund2. so sunyi di sana. macam bukan mall. haha. bought ice creams, drinks then ke mall gadong. sana was also sunyi. unlike time cuti last year. duhh. haha. baru2 kami masuk sana, kena kacau ku uleh urang putih. i was coughing, and they were macam ikut2an ah. kalau kan ngurat, gtau! haha. bro lutfi was also kena kacau time ia menagur kawan nya. haha siuk bro? or annoying? my last stop at mc donald. jumpa juwaidi and his girl. invited him sambil2 kami makan fries. blablablaa. haha.

pukul 6+ went home. and tarus ada world war. the biggest one i ever had after 7bulan together. entah sampai bila kah inda betagur ani.

next activity, futsal. sunday. be at kebajikan before 2. playing against berakas team. main pakai jersey apasaja. but if possible baju liverpool merah. haha.


m o r n i n g.
and jangantah care about me. love.

im back.

im back posting this year. haha this is my first post this year. here are some activities lapas new year hari atu sama activity akan datang.

1st january, went out to gadong. tuition malay classmate made a reunion with teacher, so datang lah seakhir2nya. haha i was the latest of 5 peoples. apaaan. we met di pizza hut. then went up to watch movie. its called histeria. gosh its scary. haha inda pulang, pasal aku penakut wah tu. habis wayang went home. nothing much happened reunion ani. haha.

3rd january. went gadong again! with some of the acl-ians and later with gonzales. more fun. eventhough manager wasnt there. we were planning to bring as much members as possible as it'll be the last outing time cuti atu. haha but it came out inda ramai. mostly urang Os. pictures buleh didapati di blog nayeef and adeeq. haa.

7th january, tommorow will be the biggest day. i'll be heading to school at 7 kali with muiz. we'll be having a some sort of party at the beach. wafiy will pick us up there. aand on the afternoon, kami menyambung to watch movie. acl buleh join as atu after school sudah. text manager, muiz or me if ada apa2.

alright, im off on vacation again. haha.