flipping every pictures of you,
remembering what were you like in the past 5, 6 months making tears fall all nightlong.
you were like an angel before.
you laughed at every sing joke i made,
you care so much when i was just having a light heading
and you were always here for me.
every smile you made makes me the happiest man on earth.
every touch you made makes me feel weaker and weaker.
it was all in the past, a very happy moment for us.
we've made tonnes of promises to comprehen us.
but now, it seems so dark.
i cant remember when was the last time i smiled for you, gave you some silly jokes.
its so sad when flashing our past time back.
everything i said seem so wrong to you.
what have i done to deserved all this shit?!
i was the only one who gave up in every fight we made, though it wasnt my fault.
now please tell me WHY??
i thankgod that now you just realised that you didnt appreciate how much i love you,
that i have sacrafice almost everything for you,
and that you werent here when i need youu.
but what you dont realise is i was waiting for hours hoping to spent the valueable time together.
i really miss the old time.
i've try everything to make you happy.
but once it works, sadness strikes AGAIN!
why are you acting weird this lately? is it me who's being a dick? if it is, then tell me!
i seriously cant stand fighting almost every night. please im begging, end this. leaving you isnt a good solution. there's so much that we've been through, though we cant hardly meet. please, think about this. we could discuss if you could stop shooing me away.
i still love you
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