ever wander whats communication breakdown is?

remember...

when youre in the island where polar bear lives...

SPEAK POLAR BEAR LANGUAGE

so i stalked her profile just now

and she officially hates me.

isnt that awesome?

by this week itself i know so many things.

in college.. i know one of my classmate is actually my cousin.

and she is my aunt.

how cool is that??

having an aunt in the same class.

exam has started.

havent prepared any bit.

have to concentrate on HND level rather than O level

i have 2 pending presentation, 1 assignment and 2 reports to be done by this week.

oh i wish there's more than 7 days a week.

10 days a week would be nice.

quick update about the derby match last night.

manutd 6 - 1 mancity

what do you think about the match?

does 9-men chelsea performed better away against QPR or 10-men manutd are better against mancity at home?

OMG!

WE'RE RELATED??!

this week has been a dull and boring week for me.

had not been socializing much with people around.

but 1 best thing happened last night.

and that was the time when this girl i always dream of started to popped into my life.

we really had a nice night.

i'd prolly say the best night since.. 5 years ago :)

anyhow, some people are expecting me to update about my college life.

there is nothing much to say.

eca, or cca wasnt that much fun. it wasnt organized properly.

i need to speak about that to the student council sooner rather than later.

miss mahirah is leaving us for another job tomorrow :(

why do she have to leave so soon?

she's one of the best lecturer in college.

this is so sad :'(

all the best on your new job, miss.

we gonna miss you :)

pictures will be uploaded soon..

adele's second album, i think, 21 is in my itunes now! :D

hoyeaaahh.

im not sure weather the blogger arah siring atu exist masih. HAHA -.- but im pretty much sure leemen is still active ;)

FRESHING EVERTHINGS UP

HOLA!! :D

how's everyone is doing? i dont think there is anymore visitors here so im gonna make this super quick.

its been year i havent check in here and there's a lot of things that are changing..

first of all.. im now officially SINGLE. haha i know.. sad. but its life. people come and go. sweet moments with her are over... tho we're still in contact. lol. i dont know weather thats normal for you guys or not, but we're cool with it. we talk. we're good friends now :)

so.. my life so far has changed. a lot. people might have seen me bad during my college life. well, that was last year. i've learnt a lot this year. i started working as a marketing executive at megavision event management in madang and from there i could see how life is all about. i met a lot of people, from malaysia, thailand, indonesia, brunei and even syria. tho there's some restriction here, event management is awesome! :D and 3 months later i quit and got another job at baiduri bank as a relief teller for just a month. from here, i learnt a lot too. and from here i learnt that education and qualification is VERY important nowadays. working life is much differ from school. people doesnt care who we are especially when we are labelled as 'urang bawahan'. but so far, i had fun working in baiduri. 2 weeks in kiarong and 2 weeks at beribi.

and now, im a college boy! :D and i took my dream course.. business management. all praises to Allah. alhamdulilah :) so far college life has been the best! i made a lot of friends. juniors, seniors.. insya Allah i'll do my very best this time and will not waste another years like in sixth form. HAHA.

IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
SITI SYAKINA FARAH!

you made me have the mixed feeling when youre around.
the feeling that i cant explain.
all i can do is to smile and enjoy every limited second i have with you.
i wish that we have all the time to spent together with no one holding us back.
i want this feeling to last forever, just as much as you do.
i know just how much you love me.
youre just the perfect girl im looking for, baby.


STAY WITH ME, SAYANG.
BE WHAT I NEED.
I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILDREN.
I WANT TO SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE WITH YOU,
THROUGH HOT AND COLD.
YOURE MY FUTURE, LOVE.
YOU GO, YOURE TAKING MY FUTURE AWAY.

i love you so so very very banar banar much
SITI SYAKINA FARAH.
i never get tired to say this.

mouth watering. rawr, sayang.
HAHA! <3

untuk renungan bersama.

Seorang ahli ibadah bernama Isam Bin Yusuf, sangat warak dan khusyuksolatnya. Namun, dia selalu khuatir kalau-kalau ibadahnya kurang khusyuk dan selalu bertanya kepada orang yang dianggapnya lebih ibadahnya, demi untuk memperbaiki dirinya yang selalu dirasainya kurang khusyuk.

Pada suatu hari, Isam menghadiri majlis seorang abid bernama Hatim Al-Assam dan bertanya, "Wahai Aba Abdurrahman, bagaimanakah caranya tuan solat?"

Hatim berkata, "Apabila masuk waktu solat, aku berwudhu' zahir dan batin."

Isam bertanya, "Bagaimana wudhu' zahir dan batin itu?"

Hatim berkata, "Wudhu' zahir sebagaimana biasa iaitu membasuh semua anggota wudhu' dengan air". Sementara wudhu' batin ialah membasuh anggota dengan tujuh perkara :-* Bertaubat* Menyesali dosa yang telah dilakukan* Tidak tergila-gilakan dunia* Tidak mencari/mengharap pujian orang (riya')* Tinggalkan sifat berbangga* Tinggalkan sifat khianat dan menipu* Meninggalkan sifat dengki.

Seterusnya Hatim berkata, "Kemudian aku pergi ke masjid, aku kemaskan semua anggotaku dan menghadap kiblat.

Aku berdiri dengan penuh kewaspadaan dan aku rasakan:1.aku sedang berhadapan dengan Allah,2.Syurga di sebelah kananku,3.Neraka di sebelah kiriku,4.Malaikat Maut berada di belakangku, dan5.aku bayangkan pula aku seolah-olah berdiri di atas titian 'Siratal mustaqim' dan menganggap bahawa solatku kali ini adalah solat terakhir bagiku, kemudian aku berniat dan bertakbir dengan baik.""Setiap bacaan dan doa didalam solat, aku faham maknanya kemudian akurukuk dan sujud dengan tawadhuk, aku bertasyahud dengan penuhpengharapan dan aku memberi salam dengan ikhlas. Beginilah aku bersolatselama 30 tahun."

Apabila Isam mendengar, menangislah dia kerana membayangkan ibadahnyayang kurang baik bila dibandingkan dengan Hatim.